thelostprincess

new arrival on the eve of CNY

2007-02-17T16:55:00.000+08:00

i so happy man
today i was helping my mom out
den went back to my room to check on wen wen and xiang xiang, i saw one pink colour stuff
i very fast recognise it as a BABY HAMSTER
guess wad i keep shouting to my sisters and my ah ma were very fasinated about it
i faster bring xiang xiang out of the cage
den slowly let wen wen to continue to give birth
i saw the second one how it was came out of wen wen.
i was so fasinated about it. haha
den i keep looking and looking
third one came out wen i am away.
i going to name the 3
xi xi, huan huan, le le
wen wen is sleeping so i jus let her sleep yar. babies are cute. shall let u all see the photos later
as i lazy to update de pic.

simply sux

2007-02-16T22:43:00.000+08:00

it simply sux to being scolded wen u are SLEEPING
and being force to wake up wen u are taking a nap as i were totally drilled off
simply sux wen u do half way realise u did wrongly in the middle had to cut off everything
simply sux wen u dance and dance and dance and asthma came catching up wif u
simply sux wen ppl joke wif u wen u are nt in the mood
simply sux wen going to a place alone.
simply sux wen u put so damn much effort to the dance and get pin point
simply sux wen the person u longed to talk to was sleeping or ignoring ur call
simply sux to the max....
simply sux wen cny is coming yet ur brain is full of test test hw hw
simply sux wen teacher keep scolding u for no reason
simply sux wen u are being accused of nth
simply sux wen u didnt bring inhelar or water wen u have asthma attack
simply sux wen the two person beside me in chingay were always MIA
simply sux wen ur hair is flying around in ur face
simply sux wen geo cmt is rite after cny chi ting xie
simply sux to the max
simply sux wen u dun even know whether ur friend is telling the truth or lie
simply sux wen two friend had distrust between one another
wth is teacher up to recently
cant even let us have a decent break and jus bomb us wif CMT, test, hw,
one week w/o test simply totally impossible
I WAN A BREAK FROM ALL DE TEST AND EVERYTHING except for chingay

sian. tired

2007-02-08T20:46:00.000+08:00

today is bloody tiring day for me
wen wen escape i try to find her.
den forget it
jus went to sch.
go to sch everything fine
no mood to listen nor talk.
cause she gone.
den my chem fail.
even more dun have the mood to study.
den went to tampines to see the jersey.
so x. fainted. even more grumpy.
reach home see my messy table. get so mad
i decided to clear.
and clear clear clear
den finding black rubbish bag. den found wen wen.
lure her out wif carrot.
hehe. *bleahx*
mood become so happy.
den clear thing went very well
now onli clear the area near my com. the cupboard nt yet
going to clear soon... i think. haha. ok stop here.
byeeee

hmmmmmm

2007-02-06T20:02:00.000+08:00

it has been quite a long time ever since i update my pathetic blog.
yar. guess wad. i given up on him cause i decided to go on wif my life.
for me. i jus keep thinking about chingay
hellow its like tube lor. -_- damn. so damn cham. wear until very sian
den i cannot tahan lor. but nvm la. sat den get to wear. hopefully able to loose some body fats. =X
hha. anyway sian. the tests i got back, non failed yet. so happy yar.
but cannot be too happy cause if nt i die die le. yar.
haha.

i would like to dedicate my this part to someone
to a person whom i rejected LOTS of time during one month.
but still continue to be my friend
he is none other then DA DI DI
haha. for some ppl they know hu are they. maybe two of my best pal onli...
keep consolling me wen i feeling the darkest moment. there for me as and when
he gd sia. gd chap. but i keep telling him to find another gal,
he refuses. stubborn chap. haha. he the nicest guy i ever met?
anyway he treat me gd. and i will treat him gd as a friend.
i like dun wish to get into r/s. cause o level
so yar. haha. hopefully u get wad i mean ba.
and btw my previous post is talking about someone name wh
so yar. dun be mistaken especially ts.
if nt i change my link again. hmpfh.

CHINGAY u ROX
yeah! everything rox.
thanks everyone for being there for me in my moment of life.
XIE XIE NI MEN. WO AI NI MEN. yeah! haha.
done. byeeee
10 points

tears shed

2007-01-14T19:13:00.000+08:00

y am i still crying over u?
why?!?! u told me things which made me believe u. i entrusted u wif my heart. i love u too deeply. y u hurt me? y? telling me tat u like another gal. i cried. i dun wan this ending. can i rewind and edit again? i really dun wan. i cannot accept it. haix.
tears shed like no body business. for ppl hu saw another person sitting in a corner and cry, will u give him or her a tissue pack or jus leave her alone? i trusted u too much. i love u too much. i want to give up.
i swore to myself many many time tat i wun have stead. but i always have stead in the end. this time really will it be tat i will be single till the rite one appear?
i had no idea. maybe i shall wait. or jus cry and be lonely. haix.
i wan to give up but many ppl keep telling me its nt worth it to give up jus for him. i depressed.
will u come back to my side and pamper me like u used to? will u? i guess nt. i guess u would be happily jioing the gal u love. while i sit here and cry.
maybe i really fate to be single. jus tat i dun wan to accept the fact. haix. life sux. life jus simply sux to the core. haix.

pictures.

2007-01-09T20:14:00.000+08:00

my jersey. .... hoho....

wen wen and xiang xiang

wen wen emoing...

xiang xiang sleeping mode. wen wen hyper mode....

today

2007-01-07T18:23:00.000+08:00

welcome wen wen and xiang xiang... hehe. they are so damn adorable. sleep still sleep together.
hopefully will have baby. yup. haha. den thankx ivan for ur ytd console. yar.
den ytd went out wif friend. i onli know tat i dun wish to say cause scare he might read my blog. and btw i cry is like this friend dun even care or ask de lor. toopid. slap slap. anyway weiying hope u like ur tama. yar. if my hamster able to breed, i sure sell it away. den keep 2 den let them breed again.wohoo. i smart. anyway take care. bye. nth to say.

yoyoyo

2006-12-31T12:03:00.000+08:00

arh. cant imagine this. last few days of 2006, i was sick. damn... eat medicine den become drowsy. arhhh. *faint* anyway thankx for all of ur concern i happily ok le. wif the smart wisdom i have. hehe
i did 2 apple. and its killing me. ok i still alive. so should be torturing me. arhhh. but the outcome was nice. let me show u.

come on. its nice rite? haha. anyway i wanted to do apple for my friends but it was damn bloodly big. so yar. cannot made into keychain or hp accessories. sian. my mom wanted me to do the fu and chun for the chinese new year. so i waiting for her to buy the beads back for me. yup. haha.
chingay rox to the max. wohoo! yar. the both guy trainer was like .... while the gal trainer treat us all very gd. yup. haha. so thankx xueyun. I LOVE U!!!!!!!!! haha. sad thing is fang was the chosen one to be the props. haix. den i was like *sian* anyway gt my jersey.
wohoo. its cool ok. got my bday, and my nick name binbin which i ask for bin2(the 2 is square) yar.
haha. i dunno wad to do le. so yar. slack? cannot hw nt done. haix. sian. ok la. i stop here. bye.... love u guys. and sebs kor. really take care of urself. hope u can made a wise decision. BYE

long time no update

2006-12-24T13:17:00.000+08:00

hey hey. long time didnt update le. so sian. yar. during tat period something bad happen to me and i cried and went to cut my hair. *realise* tat i cut my hair wenever i feeling down. and i cut till SUPER SHORT. let me show u.

short rite? damn it la. but nvm. quite afew ppl like it? say i look more like my age? =.= hello are u all insulting me look very old?!?! nvm... haha.
wednesday i went for chingay prac. which was fantabulous. in another words. GREAT. but i dun feel tired at all. i wan more more more more. the whole dance step seem so easy to catch. get it den DANCE. wohoo~ wif all my friends, i sure gonna to love it lots. CHINGAY dun play play. =X talking like mr phua chu kang man. =.= gonna to take measurements today. hey i wan to slim down. hopefully i did... arhhhh. *faint*
finally finish the chinese project, i admit i didnt do much but i dunno wad to do. so i think i will present de thing. yup haha. den do abit of chinese den stop. collect 10? or 8 articles? arh lazy to keep track. txt bk bought yar. table SUPER duper messy. it always very messsy de. so hack care.
thursday went out wif wy and cass but wy went home as she acc her sis to tns to collect sch posting. and den she fall sick. so me and cass walk around and watch the golden curse of flower? yar. quite lame de ending as i totally dun get it!. evil emperor. den recently flip through the news paper, they discussed about gongli de clothes they state there "is tang dynasty women wear so SEXILY?" at first wanted to read den cannot find life den give up. yup. went to yixi house and meet up de rest. after around 1h+ ppl started to come. and yar. very few ppl went. ryan, yixi, john, justin, eden, lenny, ernest(keep talking about gals) den me cass, cheryl, qingyuan, liyong. yar. play dai di? den i manage to win one round. =.= they say i must learn to relax..... den i was like ............ ok..... haha.
friday went for my piano lesson. after tat went to chinatown wif jie jie to buy beads. hello. he got stead dun wan to say. jie jie is he. yar. anyway thank you jie jie for cheering me up wen i totally feel down and helpless. ARH I RMB THE DAY. it was sat(16/12) wen i feel very down. nearly went breakdown. haix. keep crying and crying stupid rite? yar.
so my resolution is NT TO GET A BF. arhhhh. think its possible? yar. i think it will be. set a high target for myself. to get 10points for o level. trust me i will. i will do all my might to get the 10 points. i will say no to boi le. haha. and become tomboy.... wohoo.... bye~

stupid idiotic irritating guy

2006-12-15T20:48:00.000+08:00

hey i going to scold one guy whom i hate alot. den another gal whom i also hate alot. so if u dun wan to see all the scolding den click the x on the top rite hand corner

GUY

FIRSTLY, he keep changing his mind. eg say meet at 12 den he say dun wan to meet den call again say wan to meet at 1. NVM. i tahan

SECONDLY, i waited for him for 1 hour(heng i was late around 1/2 hour, den i walk walk den go home. den he at 2 den reach. by then, i already at home. HE IS DAMN BLOODLY LATE and he say my uncle FORCE me to do ic so i had to do my ic and passport. wad bloody shit he trying to excuse about

THIRDLY, he keep bragging about how gd is he, how many gals keep jioing him. many gals had an interest in him. (he look so damn below average) he keep bragging tat he went around the world. keep bragging tat he is a captain of dunno wad blah blah. many cca.*in america* he told me tat he leave america sch and come to singapore but WHY IS THERE STILL GOT HOLIDAY ASSIGNMENT. he is bullshitting rite? WAN TO LIE DUN LIE UNTIL LIKE TAT LA! keep saying how much he had to do for his sch assignment wen he told me he had left america sch to come to singapore sch. idiot. bloody idiot. den he no hp den keep saying tat his cousin spoiled his hp. keep bragging tat his hp is N70? the n series. idiot la. DUN ACT RICH. keep saying alot of things.

FOURTH, i played wif him(which i am so damn happy) make him wait for me, play around wif him. play hide and seek wif him. he gt so damn angry and hang up my phone.

FIFTH, he still dare to introduce friend for me to know. worst. his friend talk den say CAN I MAKE FRIEND WIF U. i was ER OK. *silence* he talk OK BYE. den i was like HUH?! den happily say OK BYE~

stop wif the guy. now wif the gal.

GAL

FIRSTLY, she keep comparing her boobs wif others den say other was big while her was small. HELLO?! do u wan the WHOLE WORLD to know ur boobs was BIG wen some other ppl out there were EVEN BIGGER than urs?

SECONDLY, she keep brainwashing ppl and tell them all my bad words. ESPECIALLY MY BEST FRIEND. ji dan. say wad. i use my asset to make boyfriend. i flirt around in sch(I SO QUIET DE LOR I DUN TALK TO GUYS IN SCH). STFU. den tell my friend all about my bad words. make them believe i am like tat. IDIOT!!!! worst say all my STEAD from net HELLO!!!! majority of them WERE NT FROM NET. GET THIS INTO UR BRAIN. (3x, 2 friends, 1 net)

THIRDLY, she didnt make clear of me and yixi were CLASSMATE FOR 5 YEARS den say sth very ridiculous. she say yixi appeal out of damai is because of me due to he dun like me and his father also dun like me, wen my friend ask WHY, she say CAUSE NO ONE WILL EVER LIKE ME. the fact was, yixi was a actor son, due to wan more convienent, the actor appeal out and to a better sch so his son would be in a better enviroment. and the actor is friendly wif all his son ex classmate. AND YIXI AND ME HAD NO FOUL. we are normal classmate.

FOURTH, she was simply jealous tat other gals were famous then her in sch during last year till now which she started to talk bad stuff about them. as she wna to have the SPOTLIGHT ON HER. so she keep talking bad about them.

FIFTH, clean ur damn ass mouth before u talk. get the truth before u talk. DUN POLLUTE OTHER PPL MIND WIF UR DIRTY MOUTH. u SHAMELESS GAL. i know u are simply jealous of EVERYONE cause we did MUCH more better than u BU YAO LIAN DE NU HAI. go slap ur face before u ever talk to me and get lost from my friend. u sucker. onli know how to use ur breast to attract guy while i use nt my body but my character to make friend. SHUT UR BLOODLY DIRTY MOUTH!!!!
*for ur information this gal is from band and now still in band.*

arhhhh

2006-12-07T13:19:00.000+08:00

sometime things arent getting into my way. but i sure tat spring 3 will get into my happy way. yup.

last few days were busy dancing away. came home late. and my parents kind of worry for me. hello from boonlay take train back nid a hell lot of time. den is liek sometime drag. so ya. cannot blame me for going home late. they didnt scold me jus ask me onli. but nvm la. haha. i normally reach home asap. and nt to be late home. yup. they always fear of me getting into trouble. which i seldom do. yup.

sometimes queenie words keep getting back into my mind. telling me to concentrate on my studies first if i am nt those kind hu is gd at time management. yup. saw her ytd and smile to her. though she at band side, but to me she is forever my friend. and alot of my other friend toooo...

life is jus like the stem of the rose, though is pricky and painful in the process but wad came out is a beautiful rose which blossom so nice. lotus can bloom even at a muddy place. this shows tat flower had a strong mentality to bloom no matter wad is the enviroment they were in. we human should also be like these roses and blossom in wad enviroment which we were in. i came to realise this wen ytd the panal thingy. liwen told us. and i reckon onli the senior listen and the junior were restless. haix. nvm la. i will boost their moral up. SO JIA YOU FOR SPRING !3!!!! yeah~!

tired n hot but worth it

2006-12-03T21:01:00.000+08:00

ytd i wen to dance den yup dance. some dance step contributed. yup den ok la. let me think after tat i went to meet meifen jie jie. den we two talk talk. den go mac. her throat nt comfortable but she still eat mac tell me nt to tell weiyong kor kor(her bf) den i was like ok... haha... cause if let him found out, they will scold her. yup. haha. den go for ywd together in mind meeting. the testimonial did touch me. yup. but as for the dance it nt creative. cause they reuse the dance. ewww. i saw le kind of sian. cannot feel the energy tat was there b4. maybe its because yuki nt there. yup. den went home. watch tv till 1 den sleep. yup.

today
wake up early in the morning den rest on the bed. tired lor. den my blanket is warm. nice nice. yum yum. den get off my bed and go brush teeth and wash face. den change clothes. my parents were amazed tat i woke up early. cause normally i would sleep till 9 or 10 but i woke up at 7+ and dress up for dance. den i told them i having dance at jurong so didnt care much. den xiuzhen call me tell me to get out of my house den i guai guai listen to her lor. we both take the same train i came to realise it after i saw her msg. yup den saw her. BINGO. we talk talk talk talk. haha. yup. den go for kot prac together. yipee! den dance dance. flag dance is the onli one dun have air conditional place to dance. but nvm cause we are the most tidiest. WOHOO! cool. den its like yeah! but cnanot happy till early onli can be happpy wen the performance ended. my performance on next sun. GO WATCH MY PERFORMANCE HOR!!! haha. anyway went to eat den realise dennis ish in sch band. haha. den cool. happy la. den we make a deal after 2 years. if she is still keen on going to band, i will help her ask. yup. chat chat chat. den queenie. she told me lots about the o level. and i learn alot. yup. thankx queenie. love ya. muackx. went home slack slack den hh came online. den chat chat chat. den yup nice. i will rmb this day. so fun and happy. yup. den eat. dun eat much no appetite. yup. den now updating my blog. if can tml or today will post pic of me n my family n god sister and their stead. yup. haha. stop here. bye bye.

tired!!!!

2006-12-02T12:23:00.000+08:00

wah ytd was a tiring day for me. morning i went out wif weiying to buy the beads. find COOL beads. buy 10 get 1 free. fear of nt enough we buy abit more. but its more than enough.=.= haha and on the train to buy beads, i do my piano theory homework. manage to chiong finish. yeah! haha. den after go buy beads, we went back home. den i practice my piano den go for my piano. haha. after tat, i went to meet weiying pass her all the black beads. den i saw the black and white. COOL. but mine cooler. wahahhahah. den went to sk to pass them the photos den do alot.
den chiong to the other side for my kot prac. wahahhaha. sian. den dance dance dance. i finally rmb my dance. say i am the pro. haha. relaly lor i rmb. den i teach den its like we all laughing away cause liwen is abit crazy and so is everyone. cause too many steps. den the pose she do until like chicken pose? haha. no offence. haha. den wendy say da xiuzhen look like a lizard. haha. den is like 2 senior senior is saying each other cause one is finally in front den is like liwen down there very pek chek. den xiuzhen is very happy. yup. haha. its a nice and tiring day ytd.
today woke up den is like very sian. nth to do and i miss my WINX CLUB and DOREMON. omg. haix. nvm. den i prac piano abit den give up. come here to update. den later or tml update even more. CAN ANYONE TELL ME BUY WAD FOOD FOR MY PARENTS? ......

301106

2006-11-30T18:14:00.000+08:00

soon new year is coming. very fast. haix. its true tat time and tide wait for no one. the day which i first received rose. and many things. haha. i think i should really grow up and no longer be the melinda which is so dependent on guys. yup. haha. sorri but no offence. haha.
no matter how much i going to strive, i going to show the whole world tat w/o guys, i can do MUCH MUCH MUCH more better. though it will be lonely but i dun mind. all i know is study. yup loving one guy is very troublesome. so i choose nt to love. i chose to be numb towards love. i will onli find bf once i get into poly, but the one i choose to be wif, i wan to be wif him forever. i dun wan up and down in the r/s. this is my dream.
spring 3 is comin up. is so damn stressful and very xin ku. haix. dunno y. i wun give up. and soka alumni gather and the chingay prac. haha. alot. so i will feel very tired. but i must challenge myself. must accept challenges. haha. anyway take care. and i stop here. next time den continue more. yup. ending wif it, its a pic of weiying and me taken on 28.11.06 .

my another post.

2006-11-30T18:01:00.000+08:00

i change the url? i nt tat sure. yar. so hope u all like it.i had deleted all my past post le. so dun nid to see my archieve. haha. i dun like using msn beta. cause nt use to it. den i going to update wen i free? haha. see first. bought new clothes. nice. haha. yup. haha. stop here.